We lost!

He did all right
She did all right
It was all right
They were on the track
But the track was a bit not right they thought
He tried fixing it
She tried fixing it
It did not fix
It went all wrong
Into another direction
leading to some unknown destination
Marked the new journey
He did not expect one
She did not expect one
But they started walking the path
They ran to reach the destination
It was unclear
It was undecided
They cared least of anything else in the way
They cared least of anyone on the way
They wanted to finish the journey
as it was undecided
it did not matter if it was worth or not'
it was blurred
Running high speed hastily,
They lost each other
The realization struck and they changed the path
To find each other
He kept searching
She kept searching
But they could not find each other
And nobody could set free the unknown destination!

'उलझन'

No No No, this wasn't suppose to be like this! This should not be the end of the supernatural growth . Does this remain stable now henceforth? What do I do? Do I change it? Do I become the stereotypical one to mould it the other way? Should I just stop thinking and move on with whatever comes on the palate? Or Should I basically stop thinking? Should I agree with the change and change myself too? or should I just end up just trying to change the change my way?

Should I stop expecting so that there wont be a benchmark to let me down? Or Should I keep competing with myself? Should I die inside or should I burn out? Should I be there or should I run away? Should I care or rather not give a damn? Should I be myself and get alone saved? or should I be one of them and drown in togetherness? Should I believe the beliefs or should I believe me? Should I go for the Trial and error or should I just be uptight and be patient?

Should I settle for what has happened and move on? Or should I go back and clear things and then move on? Or should I just let it be? Or should I just eradicate any such thing from the memory lane? Should I start acting falsely normal? Or should I be brutally true ? Should I agree to agree or actually agree? Should I be or I be what they want me to be?

When I choked up!

Sometimes, rather every time, when a person, who has been all packed uptight with a set of principles, with a passionate mindset about Life; after a certain time span, finds it hard to withhold the same attitude, to maintain the same view towards Life, to carry on the same set of principles, to be strong enough to not pay heed to all those distractions coming in the way.

This is the test, they say, where you gather all the broken pieces, join them, in a more perfect & strong manner that the time gets amazed to the creation out of it.

A clear head, a clear heart;

Walking straight, all I thought,

That there wont be any such distractions,

that there wont be any such situations;

Life, I predicted to be pretty beautiful,

Ohh it knocked me down like a fool!

So here I turn to this whole new outlet of my thoughts or rather I self-console myself through 'Manmukta', as I choke up with the reality check of Life!