'उलझन'

No No No, this wasn't suppose to be like this! This should not be the end of the supernatural growth . Does this remain stable now henceforth? What do I do? Do I change it? Do I become the stereotypical one to mould it the other way? Should I just stop thinking and move on with whatever comes on the palate? Or Should I basically stop thinking? Should I agree with the change and change myself too? or should I just end up just trying to change the change my way?

Should I stop expecting so that there wont be a benchmark to let me down? Or Should I keep competing with myself? Should I die inside or should I burn out? Should I be there or should I run away? Should I care or rather not give a damn? Should I be myself and get alone saved? or should I be one of them and drown in togetherness? Should I believe the beliefs or should I believe me? Should I go for the Trial and error or should I just be uptight and be patient?

Should I settle for what has happened and move on? Or should I go back and clear things and then move on? Or should I just let it be? Or should I just eradicate any such thing from the memory lane? Should I start acting falsely normal? Or should I be brutally true ? Should I agree to agree or actually agree? Should I be or I be what they want me to be?